You are ready to die, but you have not reached perfect simplicity. You are still troubled by many worries. You are not free from fear of what might happen. You are not as kind to people as you should be. You do not act like someone whose only goal is to be just.
Thou art now ready to die, and yet hast thou not attained to that perfect simplicity: thou art yet subject to many troubles and perturbations; not yet free from all fear and suspicion of external accidents; nor yet either so meekly disposed towards all men, as thou shouldest; or so affected as one, whose only study and only wisdom is, to be just in all his actions.