What kind of life are you so eager to escape? All these difficult things are just practice for a mind that sees things as they really are. Be patient. Just like a strong stomach digests whatever you put in it, and a big fire turns anything into flame and light, you can make these challenges part of who you are.
What a subject, and what a course of life is it, that thou doest so much desire to be rid of. For all these things, what are they, but fit objects for an understanding, that beholdeth everything according to its true nature, to exercise itself upon? Be patient, therefore, until that (as a strong stomach that turns all things into his own nature; and as a great fire that turneth in flame and light, whatsoever thou doest cast into it) thou have made these things also familiar, and as it were natural unto thee.