And what should I say? God didn't just make you. He also put you in charge of yourself. He made you responsible for your own care. Don't you think about this? Are you really going to fail at this guardianship? If God had put an orphan child in your care, would you neglect that child this badly? He has put you in your own hands and says: "I couldn't find anyone better to trust with this person than you. Keep him the way he naturally is — modest, faithful, upright, fearless, free from harmful emotions and inner chaos." And then you don't keep yourself that way.
And what shall I say, not only that he made you, but also entrusted you to yourself and made you a deposit to yourself? Will you not think of this too, but do you also dishonor your guardianship? But if God had entrusted an orphan to you, would you thus neglect him? He has delivered yourself to your own care, and says: "I had no one fitter to entrust him to than yourself; keep him for me such as he is by nature, modest, faithful, erect, unterrified, free from passion and perturbation." And then you do not keep him such.