You'll lose out to others in everything — job promotions, public recognition, court cases. When you've fully thought through all these costs, then approach philosophy if you want — but only if you're willing to give up these things to buy peace of mind, freedom, and calm. If not, don't bother. Don't be like children who play at being a philosopher one day, a tax collector the next, then a public speaker, then a government official. These roles don't mix. You must be one person, either good or bad. You must develop either your own thinking or chase external things. Focus either on what's inside you or what's outside you — be either a philosopher or just another person in the crowd.
come off worse than others in everything—in offices, in honors, before tribunals. When you have fully considered all these things, approach, if you please—that is, if, by parting with them, you have a mind to purchase serenity, freedom, and tranquillity. If not, do not come hither; do not, like children, be now a philosopher, then a publican, then an orator, and then one of Caesar's officers. These things are not consistent. You must be one man, either good or bad. You must cultivate either your own reason or else externals; apply yourself either to things within or without you—that is, be either a philosopher or one of the mob.